The First Week of the Last Year

I am now in my fourth and last year of high school. This week was pretty stressful because of all the requirements and some assignments. I haven’t been posting on my Facebook pages or blogging here because I’m trying not to procrastinate much this year. This is my very last year of high school and I don’t want to screw it up. I really want to be awarded during recognition and graduation day. Graduation day!! Oh my gods, it’s like yesterday, I was this innocent girl crying because she misses her old school and friends. Now, well honestly speaking, I’m still me, just a bit more knowledgeable, more experienced, less innocent, and straighter hair. I haven’t really grown that much since first year, mostly because of lack of sleep.

But anyways, this week was alright. As of now, I like all my teachers. They seem sort of nice and they teach well. My classmates are okay, too. I have lunch with a few friends from my previous section or, sometimes, the section before that. My class schedule isn’t bad; It’s actually rather a good schedule. Basically, as people would say: 

Moving on to other things; I don’t think I’m over banana boy just yet. I really don’t know why. Whenever I see him, I just get this ridiculous adrenaline and rush away. Honestly, I’ve been trying to avoid him as much as possible because I can’t handle it. He’s been very nice and understanding about me having a crush on him last year, but he (let me rephrase this with “people who know a lot about him”) made it pretty clear that he likes (or maybe even loves) another girl and that he’s really really dedicated to her. In other words, in the end, I’m going to be the one to end up hurt if I don’t stop this right now. Maybe it’s because I just miss him and his familiarity to me? Maybe I just miss the sound of his voice when it breaks, his intelligence about history, and other stuff I liked about him. Okay, it’s over and I think the reason why I can’t say “hi” to him is that because we never actually did say “hi” to each other in a regular basis even before. I’m sure I’ll get over this sometime soon.

I’m also doing this “Weekend Bucketlist” thing where I list stuff I want to try during the weekends on the back of my notebook and try them. It’s mostly composed of music and movies this week. I’m hoping that it would make weekends more fun and less boring since I can try a lot of new stuff. 

The college exam is two months away. I need to continue studying during weekends and not screw up. I cannot screw this up. I. Just. Can’t. 

And, lastly, I watched “The Fault in Our Stars” movie today with my classmates last year and it was okay. As someone said to me, there isn’t any perfect adaptations, so given the circumstances, I think the movie was pretty close to the book. During the movie, I just kept remembering referenced to banana boy and ugh. I know we’re different. I know he likes someone else. Why do I still have this kind of feelings towards him? Nevermind. 

That pretty much sums up my week. See how many times I used the word “pretty”. I just don’t know what other adjective to use. 

 

LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE

 

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The Perfect Day

Imagine the “perfect day” in your perspective. Is it a wonderful day under the sun? A day filled with adventure and mountain climbing? A whole day non-stop food trip with your best friends? A day of reading a good book and relaxation? Well, today was perfect, for me.

We barely had any classes. The day was filled with programs and such. In the morning, there was this program related to “Boys and Girls Week”. It’s this week where students get the opportunity to take on the responsibilities of their counter part (i.e. Mayor, Principal, Department Head, etc.). My um.. friend’s crush is like “Boy Mayor” so, good for him. When I become 4th year, I want to participate in this event. It sounds like fun and learning.

Then, the time after that was lunch. I had eaten already so I was okay just walking around with people. I keep seeing this group of jerks (peace!). Well, we didn’t have Journalism so double the fun there. We had 2 classes and then the other program.

It was the end of “English Month”. I really like English and I participated in one contest, but I lost, so whatever. I wasn’t really listening. The important thing is that we didn’t have classes.

Our last subject was Music. Our teacher wasn’t there so, GREAT. I had time to talk with some close friends of mine. I really had a great time with them. They mean so much to me. I would die without them.

And the bus was uh-mazing. All the people in the bus I rode in were really nice and quiet. I’m comfortable with them. I like them the most in the bus. I just hope it would happen everyday.

Well, the day isn’t over yet. Hoping for more better days ahead of me.

 

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