Have you ever just let yourself laze around with feeling only a slight tinge of guilt? Well that’s basically what I’ve been doing since last Thursday, right after I pass my final requirement for last semester. I’ve gotten my grades for all but one class, but I know my grade in that class, anyway. So, I’ve passed 6 out of my 8 classes last semester (well, 4/6 if you don’t count PE and community service) and, honestly, that’s better than the worst case scenario I had in mind. I’m sad that I didn’t pass all of them, but I really had a hard time this semester, especially with those two classes, so I’ve accepted it already and I’m just gonna have to take them again.

So, I’ve done nothing “productive”, in particular this past weekend. I’ve been trying to install a game that I’ve wanted to play for such a long time. But for some reason, it wouldn’t work, so I’ve given up on it. I’m a bit pissed cos I really wanted to play it, but life goes on and I need to work on mine. YES, I’m writing this post cause’ I can’t play the game. NO, I won’t be trying to install the game again. YES, my several failed attempts to install the game served as a wake up call for me to get my shit together, even though it’s technically summer.

What am I planning to do this summer? I don’t really know, yet. I guess I’d want to try going on a diet, again, to lose weight. Exercise a bit. Try becoming more of an adult cause’ I’m almost not a teenager. Write as much as I can, both in this blog and in my Wattpad account. Learn new skills, both practical and not-so-practical. Paint more and try digital art. And spend time with my family and friends.

Why am I writing all that down here? It’s my blog. It’s been my blog for five years and counting. And I just need to get my act together, so I’m writing it all down. Here.

So, I guess that’s that. Hopefully, I’ll be able to write again this week. I’m probably going to post “My Favorite Things 003” soon, so stay tuned. Or not. HAHAHA.


(Note: The title of this post is “Puzzles” cos it’s better than my initial idea, “Sh*t Gathering”, and I just think that I need to put the myself back together again. NOT GOING THROUGH ANYTHING. JUST ONE HUGE MESS OF A HUMAN BEING. BUT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT.)

Also, a sneak peek of my next post (aka what I’ve been doing with my summer, so far)


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I Will Never Forget You

A while back, I bought my new cellphone, Cherry , which was a pretty depressing thing for me to do, realizing that I am still not over my old cellphone, Cassie, who got lost in the bus on the 15th of December, 2012.

I cannot believe it was that quick to lose a beloved cellphone. I guess I was deceived on how safe and reliable the bus was. I got too comfortable with Cassie in my hand while I slept and thought that If I were to have left here there, I could just get it back later. But, obviously, that wasn’t the case.

I don’t know who took it, who has it and how they got it from a bus service, but continuing to think about it couldn’t amount to anything since we have given up on searching for it. Although, I am still hoping for some kind of miracle to get her back.

Karma, I say to the person who stole her. I know, I lost her. But you still took her, aware of the fact that you didn’t buy her. You don’t know how much I hate you right now. Not only did you take the money that my parents earned to buy her, but you also took my cellphone. Damn you, whoever you may be.

To Cassie, I’m sorry if I was careless and stupid. No cellphone can replace you, not even an iPhone. Your model is still the ideal model for me, though, I don’t think my mom would let me buy the same model of phone, twice. I hope you’re still alright, even though you’re with someone else. If only I placed you in my bag, you might still be with me.

Gods, how dumb and lazy was I not to put you inside my bag? It would’ve taken just a couple of seconds. Shit. The “what if’s” are torturing me. I can’t help but to point fingers on some people that could have prevented this from happening, but it was me. It was MY fault that you’re not here now. It’s my fault that I have a new cellphone that isn’t as great as you, Cassie.  😥

You will forever be missed </3


If any of you readers have seen or own a phone like that and are aware that you didn’t buy the phone, please comment, because I desperately want her back.