I am FINALLY done with the first semester of my third year in college!!!
Honestly, this semester has been a sort of messy mix of a lot of things. There were times I just wanted to get it over with, but there were also times I felt that it was time was going too fast – I wanted more time and I didn’t want some things to end. I guess part of the reason why it felt faster than it should’ve was because there were simply too many suspension of classes. I think cumulatively, we had about 3-4 weeks of no classes this semester and that’s A LOT of days.
I liked my schedule, my professors, and the groups of classmates I had for this semester. They were all great and I wouldn’t have preferred to have it any other way. Sure, I had this one class where we didn’t meet for about 2 MONTHS, but we ended up with substitute professors who were wonderful in their own ways. I had a class that was sandwiched between two majors, so I had to go from one building to another, then back, but, most times, I don’t regret not cancelling that class. What I thought would be really hassle Tuesday’s and Thursday’s turned out to be my favorite days of the week for this semester.
Actually, I think about that quite a lot. There’s a lot of things that could’ve gone differently if I had done some things in another way. I know it’s like that for everything, but I especially felt it during this semester. It’s true even for seemingly minor decisions at the time – one thing led to another and now, it’s a bunch of things. I can be a very impulsive person who acts purely upon emotions, but I can also be the type of person who plans everything out and over thinks EVERY LITTLE THING. I don’t always get to choose which kind of person I am, most of the time, so I think by now you understand how a little thing could’ve resulted to an EXTREMELY DIFFERENT SEMESTER!
I say that and I’d be lying if I said that I didn’t also think about what it’d be like, but I’m pretty happy with how the semester was. As I said, I had a great schedule, great professors, and great groups of classmates, so thinking about those kinds of things is unnecessary. I’m super thankful for all of that and for the continuous love and support I receive from my family and friends. Honestly, I couldn’t have survived this semester if not for all of them, so thank you, Lord, for blessing me with so many great people in my life.
I’ve also learned a lot of things from this semester, as you could notice from Flash Post 018: Things I Probably Shouldn’t Do Again.., Flash Post 25: And The List Goes On.., and a lot of my other previous posts. It’d do me good to remember all these things and other stuff, but I think I’d forget it at some point, so I need to tag those posts here.
So much for this semester. Overall, I’m very happy that it’s over. I’ve got AT MOST 2 years and a semester more in college, so here’s to closing this chapter of my life and ALMOST starting a new one (let’s save that for my new year’s post haha).
Before then, I have A LOT of Riverdale, The Flash, Shokugeki no Soma, etc. to watch over the break.
I hope you’re all doing great cause’ you’re amazing human beings and you deserve nothing less. This will be one of my many December posts and I’m looking forward to it.
I’m the girl, you’re the guy. What am I allowed to do?
You already know how I feel, so it’s up to you.
It’s one-sided. I’m selfish. But I want to see you.
I can find ways, but should I? What am I supposed to do?
But, as I wrote on my exam, I’m a “smart, strong, independent woman” who loves herself more, so this isn’t me desperately trying to ask someone for their time, rather, it’s me trying to figure out how “getting to know” works and what “opportunities” mean when I’m the type of person who can plan and make things happen if I really want to.
I’m a smart, strong, independent woman and whether or not we get to meet during this break, I’m going to have the BEST Christmas break of my life and I’m really more than just a girl who likes you.
LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE
Update: I’m starting to think that, although he knows, it’s still very much one-sided on my part. Of course it is. And maybe he’s just that type of person and I get that. I really do! We’re all some sort of person with our own personality and attitude and all that. But the least that anyone could do is…
Hmmm.. I don’t want to rant about him here because I like him and it’s one-sided and I just think it’s unfair to write about him negatively in public because he’s just really being him and I don’t want to rant about anyone who’s just being who they are.